Saturday, September 16, 2006
why u so dumbwhy u so stupidwhy u so stubbornbenson u can just jump off the buildingwas waiting for the mrttook out newspaper and my hpflipped open the first pagetears were at my eyesnot cause someone diedcause i lost my purposewent to macs to wait for bossstared at the blank skyi felt like i wanted to dienot cause there were aliens in the skybut cause i lost my emotionswent back homedecided to play hockeywent to the void deckhit the balls with all my mightput in all my frustrations, anger and sadnesson the last shot the ball flewit hit my facei sat down and criednot cause it was painfulcause i lost myselfi flick the ball highusing all my mighthitting all parts of the wallsweep the ball with all my strengthuntil the stick flew out of my handthe stick fell on the floor and chipped offi broke down againnot cause i lost my precious stickbut cause i lost my mind, heart and soulanw many thanks to boss, pak and happy birthday charles
picard was here @ 8:43 PM