Saturday, February 10, 2007
today did very badly during trngfelt totally empty and unfocusedmaybe because we knew that there would be no pt trngwe will just play four matches and walk offafter trng for one whole yrmaybe thats wat we just gonna get in the endit would be sad but i guessed we deserve itat the rate we are goingi am even beginning to lose confidence and faith in the teamand even myselfit really sux having a goalyet never able to reach itit really sux being such a retard telling everyone in the past we can make it......but deep inside knowing we never coulddisclaimer: the following content of this post is just for self-expression, read if u wan
i feel empty, sad and depressedi just feel that something is missing in my lifesomething that can spur me onsomething that i can always look forward tosomething that i can hold on to when i am downsomething that i never experienced beforesomething that i really wish and want ityet i quite sure i can never get itits hopeless thats wat they all sayi feel like giving up so that i dont end up fighting a losing battlebut on the other hand i dont wan to quitcause i noe that if i ever miss iti will regret foreverthey say she is in a different leaguemany used to sayif u dun try hard enuffhow would u ever noei always used to say to my badminton friendsif the shuttle haven land on the floorit doesnt mean the game is ovrbut when u are in that situationu are definitely pessimistickinda saddening and depressing at timesi wanna learn to be Lwho didnt choose to give up thinking Kira is Lighteven though the chances of that was less than 1% he inferredin the end he really solved the case (even though he died la)wish i was as optimisstic as himwat should i do nowshould i hold on to that less than 1% hopeor should i just quitif i quit i feel very empty and regretfulyet if i tryi know most probably i will faili am real confused and depressediwishsomeonewldreallylendmeahelpinghand
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